I've been somewhat clumsy

I was snapped out of my reverie by a shrill phone ring.
I answered the call, although I had never seen that number before.

"Hello" an unknown male voice told. "I'm from ... Studio."
A flash of realisation dawned on me - he certainly must be one of the web designers who were meant to create my site.
"Yes" I barked reluctantly. Being occupied with more serious topics, I was not exactly in the mood to discuss about the settings of my glamour pictures. Or, to be completely honest, my nude photos (and some of them were meant to be not-too-decent yet guiltily attractive.
"When would you like to start running the site?" he inquired.
"Well... I must think it through" I stammered.
I had not had any definite plan yet. Not even in such a simple and crude subject like that. I was afraid that my biggest and worst mistake was being indecisive and unfocused.

To tell the truth, I had not known yet what kind of glamour photos I wanted. I did not intend to, as people in our trade put it, use toys in my pictures. Yet I could not decide between high-class yet true, unpainted and arousing looks (like some photos of top models) or other, natural but glitzy and aloof appearance. I supposed I would give credit both.

Anyway, talking with people was a hard task for me and the subject did not make it any easier.
"But we'd like to know when..." he asked.
I could hear from his voice that he was amused by my awkwardness. Most people usually were.
It made me angry. He really was insisitent, despite of the fact that I was the one who paid for their service.
"I'll inform you by e-mail" I cut the conversation short, more than a bit grumpily.

Nevertheless, I suspected it was high time to make some decisions.