My policy about politics

We talked a lot with my friend before saying goodbye. Afterwards, I could not forget the case of Sári's lover.
Not as though I longed for a Ferrari desperately - buying one would be more than a bit snobbish, considering that I could not even drive a car. As for the wrist-watch, I could not exactly know whether companies producing those de luxe things were animal friendly and earth friendly enough.
However, having those possessions meant that the man could afford practically anything. Which was worth to envy.

Being an insider of political circles was an attraction itself. Politics was one of my main interests anyway.
First of all, I loved the very thought of having power and influence. Besides, the subject itself was colourful and intriguing. I have always loved history and jurisprudence. Mostly I have been interested in animal protection and environmental subjects. Besides, I was curious to comprehend the connections, the reasons of certain political decisions. I wanted to know what happened and why happened it that way.

Making wrong things right in this world was another appealing issue. I, as naive as it sounds, have believed in justice, and have been outraged anytime I witnessed any social or political hypocrisy. I dare say my views were liberal. What else could I be than a liberal?
I could never stand being controlled or forced into rules. I had major difficulties with any kind of fitting in.

My desires for power seemeed somewhat unsettling though. My eagerness for expensive belongings was a touch stronger than it should had been. It still could lure me. I had an insight that I was still obsessed with all too earthly things - this time, having money and control instead of getting stuck to sexuality.
One fake idol, depending on love and womanity, has already fallen down, and I, instead of moving on, perhaps just replaced it with another one.